Tuesday, July 28, 2009

my ghosts are walking

A little over a year ago I lost my job. I had been with this employer for 11 years and hated every minute of it. I was so relieved to be out of that hell I was working in and was looking forward to starting over again. I finally had a chance to create a whole new life for myself.

Well, here I sit with no job, no hope of finding a job, and having nightmares of being back at the place that held me captive both mentally and spiritually. How do I rid myself of the ghosts that haunt me in my sleep?

I wanted to start a blog this time last year, but just never got around to it. I wonder if anyone else out there in the umemployment world is having the same problems I am with getting closure on a previous employer and can't find a new place to work?

I had such hope, and now I feel as though there is no hope.